Information from ‘The Orange One’

I was sitting in a nice spot near college, and thanked Her for my soup (very nice soup). He then started talking to me, in a young son form, from which I got the sensation of orange. He told me this:

Everyone is born with a certain nature, and when/if they commune with the Goddess/God, they are seen as having a complementary nature to the person. Not necessarily opposite or the same, but what that person needs at the time.

ANGEL embodies the male aspect of the Goddess and the female aspect of the God. All guardian angels embody the traits that their charge needs/will need. The Goddess and God are balanced like the yin and yang sign. One may be more female or male than the other, but they both embody traits of the both and together they are the Duality.

Currently the God is dying/going back into the womb, and therefore can appear as anything; She is the Wise Woman.

She is pleased when you thank them/Her for food personally; there is ‘Grace’ but that goes by way of a face given to them that they do not find ‘human enough’. The ancient pantheons were better, although not perfect, because they were very much human.

Do not forget them.

Question - Introspection

1. Why do I feel like I don't deserve things?
2. Why can I not ask for what I want, only what I would like?
3. Why do I feel that this holds me back?
4. Why am I afraid to disappoint people?
5. Why am I afraid people will be disappointed in me?
6. Why do I feel I must get high grades, else I am a failure?
7. Why can't I truly have faith in something?
8. Why am I afraid to show who I am to other people?
9. Who am I, anyway, to show?
10. Why do I restrict myself?
11. Why do I cry alone?
12. Why do I find it difficult to see the beauty that I know is in everything?
13. Why do I wish for something, then flinch when it comes true?
14. Why can I have a short attention span?
15. How can I believe?

Hand Aura

Just a little while ago I found a tip to help you (me) see our hand auras. Unfortunately the bookmarking didn't save it properly (not happy...) so I can't link to the place. But if you recognise where its from, please say.

• Take a few breaths, and relax.
• Hold your hands a little way apart, and then rub them vigourously together until they warm up a bit.
• Then, hold them in front of a light/white-coloured surface, and soften your gaze.
• Your should see something like black or grey 'strings' joining the fingers (and possibly palms).
• This is (I think) where the energy of your two hands is interacting.
• You can then try and extend what you are able to see to the rest of your hands, and then so on.

Just a little tip I found. Enjoy!

A New Beginning

Well how's this for a first post? Mam just got a new job (for the next six months anyhoo) and now we are all going out to dinner to celebrate! Her old job will still be there when she finishes this new one, if she wants it of course, or she can stick with the new one.



This news came just as I was wondering whether it was time for tea, and now we are going out to dinner. Also, when I went to get a bag to take my necessities in and decided to choose one that housed one of my Tarot decks (they didn't mind), the first card that was on top was the Princess of Chalices! I decided to take it with me because it symbolises new beginning, seeing clearly and hope for the future. Also, the design of the card is just so pretty!



I hope we go somewhere nice for dinner. Just last night I was thinking about wanting to wear my nice black and white dress, and today I get the chance too. Pity I cut myself when shaving, but it doesn't hurt.



I think this will be a very good thing for Mam, although a bit of a change. It's a slight pity that she will have to work in a building that she's not best fond of, but if she likes the job then it won't matter.


All these little things seem to bode well for her new beginning. Fingers crossed it stays so!